It makes me nervous,
It makes me wince,
Convinced to run and stay
To pay the price
Give me safety
Because I’m tired from fighting
And I feel like a baby.
I can hide forever,
Wait every second,
For a moment of hate,
When I feel like giving up,
Putting my heart towards
The sky,
To decide the cruelty of sun–
Light everyday, through the night
In my home, tearing apart
Every piece found.
Going nowhere,
I’m the chaos, that keeps me
Safe all night,
Hoping to keep me alive
While I feel like I’m fading
Refusing to become hollow,
With my weak obsessions,
Infected, exploded, bleeding
Tears that handle the dead
Generations still waiting
For their invitation to
Awaken,
And steal your face.